But nothing worries me now.. nothing, I am going.....I am free to go!!
Everything is going to end. A sigh of relief came to me.
The sea was raging
Winds fiery, tides rose to the height of the slum huts,
rolled over into huge flakes, gushed in to gulp the shore
I stood there gazing, as a dirty rag of sinful life.
To throw myself into the waves I longed, and disappear
Into the unfathomable depths of darkness.
Be that the end of all.......of all human wickedness.
I moved on with unsteady steps, muttering something
waves had already started to cover me up, brazing up
My entire body,
'Take me in....to that nasty, rotten hell of yours'..I cried out,
But voice seldom came out through the blocked pipes.
Oh..who's that strangles me, the bluish bands of water, or
like a floral rope, darling your tiny dark hands,
stick on to me babe, to Papa's bosom
Till the end of our journey, till we find 'Rest' in our Father's Laps.
Forgive me good friends, Megan....all of you...farewell to all.